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it's answered...

ally,just read d sentence,it's there..

u dont have to be so complicated all the time...

Ok...

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sleep tight n dream well people..

it'll get better,it will...

promise..

-curiosity kills the cat, a very sexy one-

a friend of mine posted this song to my fb's wall..

out of curiosity,i'm afraid it will kill me as how it kills the cat, i want..no,i need to understand the underlying meaning in this song..

it's nothing big,but i just need to know..so that i can sleep well in the nights to come...

i hope he wouldn't read this,i'll be dead embarrassed (i'll bury my head in the sand if he find out bout this)

come on..help me...i'm bad in reading between the lines..

Royal Bliss- Save me

You don't know me,
No you don't know a thing about my love
Or life in between I'm screaming through your door
Leave me tonight

How could you mean that she said
Oh I turn my back, my eyes full red
I don't believe that she said
You're out of your mind

I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
And I don't know why

You turn on me
And left me alone with my fate
Oh I know I'd leave myself inside
I can't stop that fight

How could you mean that she said
Oh I turn my back, my eyes full red
I don't believe that she said
You're out of your mind, YEAH!

I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe, aaahhh!

What about those times
You left me alone in the bed
Well I didn't mean it
All of those nights
You swore that you'd call when you didn't
Well I didn't mean it
All of those times
You tore me down and said
Well I didn't mean it
Well what about the times
You told you wish you were dead
I did mean it

Why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
And I don't know why, WHY!
I don't know why
WHY!

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/royal_bliss/save_me.html

-false alarm??-

i'm seriously just being nice,

i really hope i'm not transmitting any false hope...

when i tell you the door is closed,

it's really locked and keys may not be found...

i'm not keeping much hope for it to re-open,

not around this time anyway...

soon maybe,soon...

-yipeeee,it's 2011!!-

hellooooo new year!

goodbye 2010? i dont think so. i dont think u can just leave the past just like that, its obviously not that easy. i can bet on my life, wait, my laptop...ermm,i changed my mind,not betting on anything,lol...

every piece of the past will stick on ur future no matter how hard u've tried to shake it off or shoulders. it's not that bad of things,u see..take it positively,like what i did,most of the time..

1998 was there to remind u how sincere ur laughs used to be,

2006 ring the bells of how u find the friendship u can count on,

2010 may proved to you that what u've believe in all these while, the friendship & d shoulders u've been leaning on...may not be that strong after all...

my suggestion,learn from it...

yeah,some of it may feel like the end of the world..

most of the time u'll feel like u just cant take it anymore & wish God will be nice to u n take ur life away while u're asleep...

faking smiles for d world too see & in the night, u sleep with d sound of tears as ur lullaby..

sound familiar huh?

all u have to do is have the will to get back up..

the strength to tell d world, "i'll be fine,just give me enough time"..

well,u wouldnt want to take too long though,people will get tired of waiting..

go to hell with the people who gave up or thinking of giving up on listening and helping us out..us?yup,us..been there done that..

trust me,it's hard..but i dont want to get stuck there forever..

everything still haunt me,

even to the very moment i'm typing this very word...

welcome 2011

welcome new experiences..

heaven or hell,

i'm yours...

-little that u know-

the look in ur eyes hurt and tear us from the inside...

little by little..

day by day..

the inner strength u build from your heart,

it'll help u forget the past..

little that u know,

i cry watching u slipping away...

i struggle to climb over the wall u create, so hard...

little that you know,

i sometimes feel like giving up..

but never do, because i love you...

-analyzing the inside-

oooh,here comes my xmas wish list!! oh yes, i have one too!

1. i wish i'll understand myself better

2. i wish everything heals faster n throughly...i dont mind the scars, just let it heal..whatever there's to be healed, hahahaha

3. ever seen the perfect family portrait...don't you just wish you could get it out and place it in your own home...

4. the silent moment...sit..talk a bit..sit some more...look into the sky,night sky preferably...go back,sleep....

i'll stop at 4...Santa will read the rest straight from my heart..Santa has the ability to read mind?? he's better than any magician out there...

extra cheese:: there's something about cat that makes you want to cuddle them & at the same time you'll feel like throwing them right at the wall in front of you..weird huh??

-my eyes are opened,my heart feels-

just came back from another SUEC - Scaling Up Education in Community's program which was held in 3 different places (Salarom,Babalitan & Logongon). another great journey & experiences!! nothing i wrote/typed here would ever best describe what i, or should i say, we went through..

those boat rides were out of the world..u might say that i'm exaggerating, well, that's the best way to describe it for us who seldom ride in a boat..

the outside world...naaah,i should have said the goverment should take a look at the needs for them to take some of the development to these places, especially for education! those kids need plenty of helps in terms of facility & exposure..stop wasting money on government's cars and private jets... hmm,am i attracting ISA?? i really hope some of the so called ruler read this...

i wish i could contribute more to the community there,that one visit would not be enough.. but going there isn't easy too..we had to take 3 types of vehicles the other day-bus,4WD & boat.. can u imagine the cost? i'll leave u to do the math...

pictures? check out my FB account..there are some in it,not much though..cause i didnt bring my own cam & i kinda rely on my lect's and friends'..

i might not be able to change the world, but with these little efforts i'm taking with me, i hope i can change their future..