-merantau ketika malam-

psl abg sewa kerata lmbt bg kereta,suma plan tunggang tebalik..

pjalanan yg sebenarnya mo p menyumbangkan suara kepada keamanan dunia,btukar menjadi persinggahan menebalkan lapisan d perut..

dr ums ke penampang,p mkn di 818..puuuunnyyaa jauh!

alang2 menyeluk pekasam..apa ba tu pekasam??

nway,trus kami singgah d mega looooooong..mmg long la kn,escalator pn ssh mo sampai..

tandas mega long jak mampu membuatkan kami rindu tandas VIP d 1B,seriously..

ada jg la sikit2 brng kami beli,langkah penjimatan utk hari2 kelak..

(panjang da "to buy list" sy,tunggu duit jak ni,huh)

jln pnya jln,kami pn bertindak msuk ke kereta n bertolak pulang..

kaki kami lenguh,mata kami terkapai kapai...

semangat merantau ketika malam

-sy mengamuk sendirian-

post sy ni kali penuh dn marah n bara2 api yg bkin mletup gng brapi,palis..

sy benci dgn org2 atasan yg pndai2 buat kesimpulan/keputusan tanpa pdapat/sokongan drpd org2 yg akan menerima kesan drpd keputusan yg dorg buat..sy xpeduli la ko org atasan d atas bukit ka,atas zink ka,atau atas hasil kebutaan org ramai...

tiada mslh kunun..ko imagine lu ko dlm kasut kami ba,budu..(direct translate dr BI,senang)

bikin banci..rasional aah,mbgs kmi p bljr d indon,england,or india...sot..

tiap2 thn tukar sstm,klu makin bgs ndapa...

-do u believe in ghost & yg sewaktu dgnnnya?-

i know people who are gifted with what we call "the sixth sense". from my POV, when u hv the 6th sense, u either can see the dead living entity or u'll be able to sense the future, not predict, just getting a hint of what's coming ur way..

well, i'm amazed n kinda envy them..

& i kinda "wish" to have that ability..

yeaah,i know it's a weird wish..dont you want to know what is happening on the other side,why are they still here,lingering around, not breathing..wouldnt it be cool to be able to know n maybe avoid what's waiting for us 5 minutes ahead from us...

well,every gift or whatever u want to call it gotta come with the responsibilities, right?

yeah,you might not like what u see or hear...

been hearing things lately, i'm not sure whether it's just a dream or merely my wild imagination..

a girl/lady/woman called my name, "Ally!!"...oh,yeah,with the exclamation mark..she sounded like she's in a rush...

guy/boy/man laughed, a wicked laugh i must say..a witch laugh,only in a man's voice...

now,every bang or screech startle me now..

be careful what u wish for? hahaha...

i'm fine with it though...weird me..

-no tittle post-

it's answered...

ally,just read d sentence,it's there..

u dont have to be so complicated all the time...

Ok...

....................................................................................................................

sleep tight n dream well people..

it'll get better,it will...

promise..

-curiosity kills the cat, a very sexy one-

a friend of mine posted this song to my fb's wall..

out of curiosity,i'm afraid it will kill me as how it kills the cat, i want..no,i need to understand the underlying meaning in this song..

it's nothing big,but i just need to know..so that i can sleep well in the nights to come...

i hope he wouldn't read this,i'll be dead embarrassed (i'll bury my head in the sand if he find out bout this)

come on..help me...i'm bad in reading between the lines..

Royal Bliss- Save me

You don't know me,
No you don't know a thing about my love
Or life in between I'm screaming through your door
Leave me tonight

How could you mean that she said
Oh I turn my back, my eyes full red
I don't believe that she said
You're out of your mind

I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
And I don't know why

You turn on me
And left me alone with my fate
Oh I know I'd leave myself inside
I can't stop that fight

How could you mean that she said
Oh I turn my back, my eyes full red
I don't believe that she said
You're out of your mind, YEAH!

I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe, aaahhh!

What about those times
You left me alone in the bed
Well I didn't mean it
All of those nights
You swore that you'd call when you didn't
Well I didn't mean it
All of those times
You tore me down and said
Well I didn't mean it
Well what about the times
You told you wish you were dead
I did mean it

Why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
I don't know why
All I need is someone to save me
I believe
And I don't know why, WHY!
I don't know why
WHY!

http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/r/royal_bliss/save_me.html

-false alarm??-

i'm seriously just being nice,

i really hope i'm not transmitting any false hope...

when i tell you the door is closed,

it's really locked and keys may not be found...

i'm not keeping much hope for it to re-open,

not around this time anyway...

soon maybe,soon...

-yipeeee,it's 2011!!-

hellooooo new year!

goodbye 2010? i dont think so. i dont think u can just leave the past just like that, its obviously not that easy. i can bet on my life, wait, my laptop...ermm,i changed my mind,not betting on anything,lol...

every piece of the past will stick on ur future no matter how hard u've tried to shake it off or shoulders. it's not that bad of things,u see..take it positively,like what i did,most of the time..

1998 was there to remind u how sincere ur laughs used to be,

2006 ring the bells of how u find the friendship u can count on,

2010 may proved to you that what u've believe in all these while, the friendship & d shoulders u've been leaning on...may not be that strong after all...

my suggestion,learn from it...

yeah,some of it may feel like the end of the world..

most of the time u'll feel like u just cant take it anymore & wish God will be nice to u n take ur life away while u're asleep...

faking smiles for d world too see & in the night, u sleep with d sound of tears as ur lullaby..

sound familiar huh?

all u have to do is have the will to get back up..

the strength to tell d world, "i'll be fine,just give me enough time"..

well,u wouldnt want to take too long though,people will get tired of waiting..

go to hell with the people who gave up or thinking of giving up on listening and helping us out..us?yup,us..been there done that..

trust me,it's hard..but i dont want to get stuck there forever..

everything still haunt me,

even to the very moment i'm typing this very word...

welcome 2011

welcome new experiences..

heaven or hell,

i'm yours...