-is this the end-

am not good at facts,but i think the whole world knows about the earthquake and tsunami happening in japan..i should type it as plural though,it's not a one single incident,it happened quite a few times already..told you i'm not good at facts..

people in japan are in a really bad situation now,

with their home gone, they have to go for shelters in places provided..

food and drinks are hard to get.it's a good thing that there are still good hearted people out there who are willing to give out free food and drinks for the victims..

to make things worse,the nuclear radiators/plant in one the states exploded,if i may say that and the people are now facing another threat, exposure of radiation.what could be worse.

yeah,we got numerous warnings on the possibility of getting a tsunami here in sabah.

have you ever thought of what to do & where to go if it really happen??

*touch wood* not that i'm asking it to happen,but with today's climate change and the poor condition of the mother earth, anything can happen!

this is what i've thought of anyway:

1. get yourself a bag with bottled waters in it.maybe one/two packets of biscuits too.a pair of clean clothes.ID.hand phone to contact anyone,family and help.

2. think of the closest high ground for you to stay safe before the help comes. since ums is near to the sea,it would be best for you to get to the top floor of the hostel.kg A preferably...1B?just hope that that building can withstand the strong current!

3.pray babe! that's the crucial part of all the above. ask for his help.in fact,we should start praying now.i admit,i'm not a good follower .i suck big time! not having even the minimum knowledge about it,all i know is, it's about time we get back to Him and ask for His forgiveness.i'm not trying to portray hypocrite-ness here,i'm trying my best to change and learn. and maybe we all need to do that together.

dear God of mercy,

bless the souls who've joined you,

let them rest...

bless the people who've survived,

give them strength...

& let the rest of us learn from it.

Amen.

you may find this post silly,it's okay.

maybe you just don't share the same fear i have now.

this is just a little sharing for everyone,that's why we have blogs,right.

-my shoulders feel heavy-

uwaaaa~

mcm mo give up blajar jak skg.

assignments n keja2 suma makin bnyk mcm UMS peak.

serius bnyk!

ni suma pasal tabiat yg suka kmpl2 keja n keyakinan tlmpau tggi konon dpt ksh siap keja last minit.

mo nyesal pn nda sempat da.

tp sy msh ada msa utk blogging kn.

hahahahaha

sy rasa sy makin malas da skg.

krng fokus lg dlm hal2 penting.

aaah,kenapa bgni~

(jom pray spya kita semua selamat from any nature disaster!)

-SICK-

it's not even half of the semester (or it is?), yet i can make an overall conclusion for it already: EFFING SICK!

i've been sick almost all the time, emotionally and physically..

let us not talk that much about my emotion, wouldn't want you to know me inside out..

my health is deteriorating, it that's the right word to describe,

the sickness comes in one whole package:

FEVER+FLU+COUGH+ALLERGY=MISERABLE!

yeaah,allergy..i don't even know what i'm allergic too,

and now it's attacking me like crazy, mad crazy!

my whole body is in itchy, red and swollen..

to make things worse, my face is not excluded!

so, i look like a WALKING GIANT LOBSTER!

just missing the KAPIT2~

2 injections (back in december + last night) + packets of allergy medicines laying on my "coffee table-desk"..does that makes me feel better?

a little..i'm still "reddish" now...

my "condition" now makes me realize something though..

all this while, i thought that i'm ready to go (die if you like)...

yeaah, i thought i'll die from whatever i'm having right now,who knows..

but i dont think i'm quite ready yet,

i haven't say thanks to my mum..

i haven't say i love you to my mum and sister..

i haven't apologize to my grand mom..

tons of unfinished business..

yesterday i cried,i dont want to leave just yet..

whatever it is,i really wish that i'll get better...

will ask my mom to take me for a blood test,must find out what's the cause for all these..

i'm getting tired of pills and cream..

wish it has nothing to do with any witchcraft,

i wouldn't know how to get rid of that..

aaah,i just hope i get better soon!

-BFF??-

aah,wish i can draw u too..

but u're just away too much..

dont know what to draw of you..

sorry~

-scribbled feeling-

u came and lifted me to the sky

was my heart supposed to not feel

dishonest to the heart,i lied

convince myself it's a one day thrill

it's okay,i'll be alright

nature's rules i'll abide

how broken can a broken heart be

truth hurts & so are you to me

not u..not me..

it's fiction

-spinning brain-

cant figure myself out.wish life came with user's manual.

ya.macam yang datang bersama aisbok dan ketuhar baru tu.confused.

-aaahh,berfikir panjang-

habis sudah cuti! aaahh,tidaaakk!!!

jeritan king kong pn x akan dpt ubah takdir bhawa besok mo p kuliah daa..(hrp2 cancel)

memandangkan sok stat bljar da,maka sy telah mhabiskan sisa2 cuti dgn bfoya2..

beli baju lagi~

ksh hbs sisa2 cuti,duit pn ikut hbs..

tesl nite mo pakai apa pn blm beli lg =="

b'bikini jak ak nnt ni,biar kmu tekejut suma nmpk muka surat yg tdampar d perut ku,hahaha...

pgelutan perasaan pn mganggu tdr2 ku..

hahaha,mcm mo tampar diri sndri jak kerana mengeluarkan ayat itoo!

dont start something with bad ending expected to come along later...

ngam ka tu aah susunan ayat ak..biarla,yg pntg ak fhm..

macbeth perlu dicancelkan..

nnti ak teda duit mkn,tak kan mo mkn kasut kn...hmm

ckp la ksut adidas 50rgt ak tuu,smart kg d kaki ak yg saiz xseberapa ini...

bnyk yg ak fikir2 tadi,tp ini jak mampu ak luahkan di blog..

sebenarnya ak lupa da pa ak mo taip..mmg,memory ak ada problem...

mo minum bnyk cola lg pasni bru ok mgkin..(ada sisa wine hr tu lg,itu lbh sesuai)

till d next post,

so loooong sucker!!

hahahahaa