-random facts (not scientifically proven)-

okay.it's been a while since i last posted.and yes,i do realize i've used the same intro a few times now.oh well,it's appropriate,so deal with it.actually i just went and got my broadband fixed,lets not talk bout that,not interesting at all.so here goes MY facts:

1) UMS' HEP is a little slow.a little?i'm being kind.what's d point of having a so called "one stop center" if it doesn't function as one.it's there to lessen students' burden to go all the way up to the other building to deal with small matters.might as well close up the center and get rid of all the furniture in a yard sale.hahaha

2) i'm a little deaf.not quite sure which ear.but one of it.or maybe both.shit.yeah,i have trouble hearing what people are saying to me.i can hear you speaking but i may perceived it as something else. "mo bikin beli bola" "aaah,bikin beli cola la pula" "bola la kak,bkn cola" =="

3) MEMPHIS MAY FIRE.listen to their latest album-The Hollow.the songs are nice.they sings for every character we have in this world.the unfaithful.the sinner.and so on.well,listen to it if only u like loud songs. (i think the loud songs has "contributed" in my deafness XD )

4) i find joy in teasing people.hahahahaha.but it's a mutual tease.you know,i laugh at you and you'll laugh at me back thingy.then at the end you'll end up laughing your butt off.do you really laugh your butt off??or did i just make that up.you'll know who's your friend when you can laugh and make stupid jokes with them and they'll laugh with you.

5) i like laughing! so much that i think i sometimes forgot to control myself and end up laughing like a hyena (a wild animal from Africa and Asia that looks like a dog, hunts in groups and makes a sound similar to an unpleasant human laugh <---that's the definition i copied from Cambridge advanced learners' dictionary.avoiding myself form plagiarism) in public places.

6) i have a boyfriend!hahaha.that is so lame.i'm not sure where we're heading.but i 'm not thinking much bout it 'cause i'm living for the moment baby!come what may.my steel heart can take it.thanks to my colorful past.hahaha.

7) i need money.desperately.for what you ask?for everything i must say.well,not THAT desperate.but i'll be happier if i have extras with me now. (if only the university's management is not that BS,i may have some now)

8) hate it when good food (when i say good food,it doesn't mean it's healthy,it's the taste i'm talking about) makes you gain weight real fast!okay,my definition of good food are McD,cakes,chickens,hot rice with soy sauce <--you should try this,it's a 3 seconds food :). i will not list it all,it's making me hungry :/

hmm.that's about it.8 is good.it means richness in Chinese :D

i will get rich soon! hahahaha.still,fingers crossed!

so long!

-here it goes again-

yaaa! exam datang lagi!

pernah kah sy post psl exam before this?klu ada mgkin sma jak isi kndgan dia ni.

tp tepa,klu sy nda ingat ko pn nda ingat jg tu,kan! ahahaha

& spt biasa,sy MALAS mo bljr,

amat budu kan. tp sy rsa tahap mls sy ni blm kritikal lg,

sbb nnti pndai tkut & panik sndri tu,

brula brabis bljr & TANAM muka dlm nota2!

pastu ada la tu sesi mkn kopi & part time kakak guard.

klu mo supernatural skit,jdi burung hantu or penjaga mlm.

hahaha,x bikin takut poooonnn. <--konflik dlmn dri sy,hahaha

blh ka sy selit something else here,other than psl exam?

blh ba kan,blog sy jg,hahaha..

i can be very rude at times.

yup,it depends on the situation i'm in.

i'll curse, shout and that sorts,only if it's appropriate with the people and context :)

yeaah,u dont have to like me baby.

i'm not here to please you.

darling,

if i feel like leaving,i'll go.

this beating element in me had been through a lot,

cant bear to have another scars on it.

okay,jauh menyimpang.

exam exam exam.

makan makan makan!

yaaa! bikin bahaya klu sy d rmh penampang!

maaaaaaakan jak kereja sy! hbs stok mknan dgn pantas!

perut pn ceeeeepat boroi! hahahaha.

mo cari kalkulator (calculator) utk paper penilaian.hahaha

otak sy bebubut-bubut ba,tu la topik crita sy pn lumpat2!

okay,tu jak.so long & bye!

-broken promises-

told myself to not open up the lock again,

and yet i unlocked it.

told myself to not shed in sleep,

and yet the pillow'a wet at night.

ordered myself to put me on top of d list,

and yet i end up at the bottom of the rank.

-i pissed people off-

tried as hard as i can,

but still i pissed people off.

yeah,feel like one of the "fuck face" out there now.

its easier said than done.

saying "told you so" to myself now.

not sure whether this feeling has to do with the time of the month or its a music i have to face for what i've done.

what i've done u ask? good question!

i dont know.seriously!

well, it depends on what it's my mind now though.

oh well.

all these typing wouldnt help.

i'll just shut my mouth,thickened my skin n smile.

i'm great at putting up my mask.

i can be oliver sykes.lady gaga.obama.

oh,n the fuck face mask i'm using now.

-lover Vs friend-

greetings earth people! yeah,i'm form mars!

hahaha,my head is in outer space baby..

it's been a while since i last posted,it's not that nothing interesting happened,but my fingers refused to click on this webpage and type away whatever was there.besides, it's not that important anyway.speaking like a reporter! ya rite!

who will be on the top of your list? ur friend or ur gf/bf??

dont worry,making ur choice now wouldnt require u to sacrifice any of them.

there are currently debates in my head actually,i always have that when i'm alone,trying to logically explains life,not exactly logically explain..that is so not the term! what i really do is reflects on what what the others and i do, and which fence am i leaning on,d better one or the bad's..

see, seldom we see friends are left out when one of them is in a relationship.

i seriously hope i did/will not make any of you feel like that,slap me if i do! i'm effing serious,let me know! i dont mind holding his hand on the right and my friend's on the left.well,it is a little awkward,but i think that's cute! hahahaha..

i'm not trying to judge anyone here,

this is just what i've been through.and maybe i'm merely jumping into a very stupid assumption.oh well,just sharing,continue reading if u like..

i'm not getting to any point here,am i?i'm quite lost in my own words,how stupid is that.

okay,let's put it this way..

how sure are you that the bf/gf u have now is for forever?i'm not saying/sumpah-ing that the relationship wont work,but have u had the guarantee for it?

now,the friends u've had for who knows how long,they were there and still are..where do they stand?

cant it be balanced between lover and friends?

this is not science and rocket equations, you figure the rest..

i'm not perfect either,i may be one of the people described above,

oh please let me know if i am,i dont want to hurt any of you.

not even the slightest cut would i want to be on you!

sorry if i cut any of you already :(

this post has been filtered to suit the readers out there,hahaha,mmg tiada kaitan la!

so long earth people!

-my lecture notes-

the heart is blackened,

it's craving for revenge..

my blades are sharpened,

your blood will be drained..

my angels are off,

i went all wrong..

don't need no love,

to make me strong..

i write no happy poetry,

all i have are blackish arts..

i may laugh out happily,

but inside i'm torn part..

((tried to put myself into sunshine-lala-people's shoes; this is what i got))

sunshine's creeping up my window,

ah, the rainbow i will follow...

shadows seem to leave me,

as i started to sing DO RE MI..

(it sounds a bit off though)

so long!

-badan sy mcm tugu peringatan-

iya,bru jak 12 hours ago sy post entry..

tp ada lg sy mo ckp ni.d blog jak sy dpt berleter tanpa henti.

klu real life sy takut telinga kwn sy penat mdgr.

seriiius,klu sy start bcrita,sy tdk tau mna mo taruh tu full stop.

klu d rmh pn mama n adik sy pndai pening dgr crita n komplen2 sy.haish

tgk,lari topik da,bkn ni sy mo crita okay!

bdn sy keras ba mcm tugu peringatan!

lawa jak dorg menari etnik s'wak tu utj tesl nite,skali ada sy muncul.

sy rsa mcm sy bikin spoil d whole dance ni.

seriiuss! nebes tahap babi gila ni skg.

next friday is already the show.

apa la sy mo buat spya bdn sy lembut??

xkan tym mandi pn mo menari d dlm,hahaha

rendam air panas??ingat ni mee segera??

aiyooo...

sy pndai head banging jak,sbb kepala jak yg gerak,huhuhu

so long reader!