i've been sick almost all the time, emotionally and physically..
let us not talk that much about my emotion, wouldn't want you to know me inside out..
my health is deteriorating, it that's the right word to describe,
the sickness comes in one whole package:
yeaah,allergy..i don't even know what i'm allergic too,
and now it's attacking me like crazy, mad crazy!
my whole body is in itchy, red and swollen..
to make things worse, my face is not excluded!
so, i look like a WALKING GIANT LOBSTER!
just missing the KAPIT2~
2 injections (back in december + last night) + packets of allergy medicines laying on my "coffee table-desk"..does that makes me feel better?
a little..i'm still "reddish" now...
my "condition" now makes me realize something though..
all this while, i thought that i'm ready to go (die if you like)...
yeaah, i thought i'll die from whatever i'm having right now,who knows..
but i dont think i'm quite ready yet,
i haven't say thanks to my mum..
i haven't say i love you to my mum and sister..
i haven't apologize to my grand mom..
tons of unfinished business..
yesterday i cried,i dont want to leave just yet..
whatever it is,i really wish that i'll get better...
will ask my mom to take me for a blood test,must find out what's the cause for all these..
i'm getting tired of pills and cream..
wish it has nothing to do with any witchcraft,
i wouldn't know how to get rid of that..
aaah,i just hope i get better soon!